Thursday, May 21, 2009

4 @.n.d.y 1:04 AM,

Happy post?! Perharps other days bah.. all i know is i felt worst than a piece of shit ystd. I'm sorry to someone. i know my temper was bad. i know i vanting it somehow on u. but. who ever come to me and ask: " how's ur day!?" & Yet i felt bad again. realising i had not done my job well.. i failed to be or to do tons of stuffs. what the matter with me?! i dont know. i onli wan someone to be my pillar, to hold me when times like tat.. to even tell me what can i do?!

"What have u been doing as a A_ _ _ _ _ _. With ur way of doing it, i can even advise her myself". Wow. this sentence i rmb-ed to heart. i know. i had definitely failed to do my part. but i jus felt so demoralise and depress. i'm jus the ham between burgers. yet no one tries to be cooperative. no words of encouragement either. No one know how bad & disappointed i feel.. no even u...cause u dont know anything...

Ya. how does everyone see me as?! i am not a superman. i need a break yet somethings jus ask me to kip it going. can i do it? i'm asking myself. $$ is such a sensitive issue. how am i going hand over without some information?! there is jus so much things going thru my brain & i am goin to be out of breath soon? i jus need someone to encourage me, advise me, hear me out..

humans being are complicated. sometimes i jus hope that u could tell me directly on how much i have offended u.. or ur feeling.. how much u felt hurt instead of rubbing me down.. pushing me to the end.. making me at a lost end.

i have decided not to be the first to solve this problem between us. cause i'm realli worned out. what i can say is, its me everytime who try to make things work. although its my fault this time, but pls initiate. i'm tired. cause it's not the first time i'm teaching u abt solution to problem.. i guess u know what to do...

i'm sad, disappointed and discourage.. as much as u.

Friday, May 1, 2009

4 @.n.d.y 2:30 AM,

Omg! HA... my instinct is correct.. i had actually rent an old suzuki sports. -04 Version. ._. ... But i jus felt so glad than i'm abt to drive on road. The Turbo in the car jus feel soo GOOD! HAa. =) Went to take care at woodland.. Ha.. THanks mum & DAd for accompany me there.. ur are offcially my first Passenger?! HAHA.. =))

YUpx.. DAR! =) HAa.. how is it felt like sitting on my carrr ( Besides theee Noise?!) HAAA!=) Hope u enjoy the ride kay.. cause i enjoy sending u back as well.. it's going to be our 1st year soon.. HMmm... =))

HAHA.. Shall end here.. tired leee nitex ppl!

YUpx! How i wish i could drive u till the day white hair growsss....
Misses u..

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

4 @.n.d.y 11:31 PM,

Whahaha i passed my Driving license.. =)) Thanks Thanks.. thanks to everyone who had wishes mi best of luck.. Whahah. but i felt so damn lucky... wanna know whyy? PM ME!

recalled back, i was shivering while having the test.. the stress on me was so..unbearable.. lucky i did well. HEeex... Guess what, i already had planns for tmr! but still, i hope everything goes welll!!! HAHA...

School were boring.. Jus having the same old lectures and tutorials! rawr!!! haha.. but i've got cool teacher too! HAa. Just find myself unable to sleep during his lesson! HAHA...

NPCO, Haix... Concert in jus 20+ DAys time... YIJIE! DREAM on kayy.. practise moree! JIayou... haha.. for me, Haix. still got few more steps before reaching the peak... hahahhhaha but woohoo.. anyone still wanna go for concert, tell me kayyy! HAa

Celebrated mum's birthday ystd.. Photos later bah! Happy Belated birthday mummy!! Heex...

shall end here le..

thats what i always wanted to do for u....
Thanks very much for all the support and patient ggiven to me during this period of " License " Taking period... Xie xie ni! ( Refering to MS Violet Teo )

For ppl who dont know what i' m talking abt, our relationship over the past 4 months was very budget! HA... But i felt that it's a good practise.. Shall we cont?! HA! Thanks youuu... ( Sincerely)

Monday, April 27, 2009

4 @.n.d.y 12:04 AM,

Nice concert.. Well DONe NP Choir.. ENjoyed myself very much.. ANyway,

TODAY IS THE BIG DAY!

Good luck to me.
MAy LAo Mu blesss mee.
May Everything went smoothly tmr.!

Monday, April 20, 2009

4 @.n.d.y 10:57 PM,

Hey yooo!

LOL.. perharps i shall learn from someone.. jus closed up the blog righttt? Cause i realli damn damn lazy to update! HAa... ANyway, SCHOOL STARTS LEE!!! WAHHAHAH... hols?! Hmmm finally i mange to have one hols that i can live my life out of it.. had a long long rest.. and shall GET STARTED on this semester liao bahhh!! My Targeted GPA for this sem will be (X.Y). Shall me kept to onli me! Wahhaaaa

First day of school was cool!! Thanks to someone who is Late norr!! We met 3.20pm in School in the end we saw each other at clementi Bustop @ 3.35? RAWR!!! HAa... rmb my choc tmr plss. damn cool... i like.. haa...

than went to MFB. =.= and it was than i realise there's so many ppl taking driving Test on next monday! i'm like so OMG! HA!! JIayou alright!!! =) traffic police test in less than 1 week... my confident level is still not there yett... howww?! Hope i can pass in my first try.. CAUSE I'M SERIOUSLY GOING BANKCRUPT!

alright shall end here...!=)

Photos of gatherrring...

Unglam 4ever... =.=

this is wad we call.. SHUAI!

My "Mum"!

Mum's so prettyy... DAjie... Ehhemm..

A Family that is formed in WUHAN trip Pionneerrr batch.

Yupx, Shall End here..

STOP INTRUDING MY LIFE! I HATTEEE U!

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

4 @.n.d.y 12:54 AM,

hi,

13 days passed. good news.. my gf will be back in a few more hours time! thats something that i should be happy abt... welcome back gf. hope u gained some weight. =)

Finally went K with pin, nyssa and HX. photos next time bah..

Isthereanylisteningearsnearbyithinkandyneedssomenow
ultra emo.

Tuesday, March 31, 2009

4 @.n.d.y 10:34 PM,

HELLO! :D

I am here, boyfriendddd! :DDD
People, please take good care of him. Boyfriend please take good care of yourself & both of parents. Auntie, uncle, daddy & mummy please take care too. I love all of you. Heh heh heh.

Oh. & I'm absolutely fine. Except that the air's kinda sucky 'cause it's super dusty & it's air-con room like kinda cold here now.... & I can't take coldness! So I've to wear like... 2 layers of jacket. Hahahaha! Okay, hello to everybody reading this. :D

I know I'm random & instead of blogging at my own blog, I'm blogging here. LOL. Shows that I lost lots of my brain cells already. Okay, no photos to upload, since I'm using my friend's lappy. Heh! Lol. All right, shall stop here now!

Good night, world!
iloveyou&imissyouttm.