Monday, June 30, 2008
4 @.n.d.y 9:56 PM,
omgomgomgomg!! i think.. although i may not seems to suffer from any monday blues today.. but i feel that deep in my heart, i suffering from it.. Emo Bug BITE mi today! Serious.. Even make mi fail to meet up with dar~~
lesson were super super the boring yet impt today~~ i think i only manage to absorb 50% of the lecture ba.. bored! after that went to Club hus.. oh man.. seems like i got tons of stuff to do?!~ were inside the club hus with P to discuss on some matters.. while PT outside planning.. hope they are doin fine.. hehex.. Full com meeting jiu know le. whahah..
than Dinnner time!~ went to eat with PT. alvin will be known as the clown of the day to mi ba.. haha.. suppperr
reT@rd today.. but it make jokes.. than they com to a topic on Ms A. A person who was in a lot of committee in Ngee Ann.. which triggers my emo bugs deep in my heart... Question start flowing in..
Question like..if life by chance or by choice?! Y must i choose to be busy? does being a bee make mi happy!? does it do mi any good?! why must i always be the one giving in to others while not others giving in to mi?! Am i making the right decision and path so far! why cant i be jus a normal slaking and hardworking poly student?!~ in fact, i'm tired.. Reallli very very very Tired..
consulted my rubbish.. she replied mi.. which make mi felt.. i'm Zi Zhao de. like what my parent always said.. nothing to do ownself go find troubles.. Terrible mood Swing today.. What the hell is happening to Andy?!~~ where's the real Andy than i'm hoping to be?!
even though i knew it will cr8 disappointment with u when i decided to leave the school without waiting for you when u initially wanted to wait for mi, but i cant make myself to meet u. because i may make our day bad.. i'm so sorz.... but want you to know.. even if i'm feeling emo, u still mean a lot a lot to mi, my forever rubbish.
kk. end of today post. bye world.
❤ rubbish
